Some promises!

I have to admit - I've got better responses to my last post than I had thought. Though nobody was free enough to comment on the post but they responded in chat windows or while talkin'.

One thing all of 'em agree (me too) that my posts are pretty sad and depressin'. One of 'em even told me not to post him any link again if the posts are in the same "blue" writing. He wants happy posts and would love to read them (dude, I would be more than happy to write "happy" posts than you would be to read them)

Anyway, in one of my earlier posts I had mentioned I wont write anything sad. And I have stuck to my promise. If you see my earlier poems they are depressin' with a capital "D" whereas my new one is based on optimism that I'll be happy now and move on to explore my new life (or whatever you think)

Well, I am just startin' to understand somethin'. So I decided when I was in the process of receiving comments that I'll do 2 things:

1) To stop my sarcastic comments(people who know me will also know that it is really difficult for me)
2) To concentrate more on myself than others - what others do, think and project. (this is more difficult than the first one)

I have given myself a time period, till my birthday, and I hope to achieve it till then.

I still have time. I want to achieve it.

That'll be the day when I'll be able to justify my blog title. If I couldn't then I'll change it (that'll hurt)

So expect some hard hitting, realistic but positive posts from Kunal now.

Adios.

Kunal Lodha

PS: one more thing I wanna do is to keep my posts shorter. It's the most difficult thing. I have difficulty in cutting words when writin'!

Movin' on!

It wasn’t easy,

Oh it never was!

I’ve wasted 3 years, fighting for a lost cause…

Finally have understood somethin’, should’ve known that long back…

When I was thrown out like a rug-o-sack,

But whatever it is, whatever it was, I have decided to move on..

We’ll meet someday again, but not as friends…

‘Cause ...

Have turned away, left the past behind...

Stopped seekin’ FRIENDS I know I’ll never find...

Movin' on - this is my END!

It is no one to be blamed but me,

You all were a part of my fantasy,

I have never been good, I have always faulted

I have always clung on to you, when you never wanted…

Finally I have learned my lesson, I promise not to repeat,

Guys so long, I’ll not bother you again, ‘cause

Have turned away, left the past behind...

Stopped seekin’ FRIENDS I know I’ll never find...

Movin' on - this is my END!

Those were some great days, I thoroughly enjoyed them,

Some moments of ecstasy, fun and a few of shame,

I was rude, selfish, and a big time bore…

You always gave me love, but I kept askin’ for more..

Without givin it back, what was I thinkin’,

Oh! May be ‘cause I was smitten by someone, I hold on to her clingin’,

She never really liked me, I remained in hallucinations,

I suffered a lot, not ‘cause of her, but of me,

I shouldn’t have done some stuff I did,

But now,

Have turned away, left the past behind...

Stopped seekin’ FRIENDS I know I’ll never find...

Movin' on - this is my END!

I apologize for the moments, I gave y’all trouble,

Had a lot of dreams, but reality has burst that bubble…

I always wished, if the time turns back, there are mistakes I’ll rectify ,

But now I don’t wanna do that, I’ll just say goodbye…

I had many complaints, but have realized they were all with me,

So please guys for once accept my apology, and……

Finally,

Have turned away, left the past behind...

Stopped seekin’ FRIENDS I know I’ll never find...

Movin' on - this is my END!

Adios,

Regards,

Kunal Lodha